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2009-04-08T14:28:00.002+08:00

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i wish i don't have to think so much.
i wish things can be simple as it is.

sometimes thinking alot.
sometimes worry too much.

still young?
or acting as i know all?

want things to be simple,
want to be a good girl,
want to be happy.

will do my best.
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2009-02-27T14:30:00.000+08:00

wha.so mani pepo tag>.<
paiseh me nva reply.
my com stil dead.
haha.i change poly n course le.
nw in tp,same as esther(:
hehe.tanx for everyone concern^^
i miss u all so much.hehe.
plan a chalet leh^^ sure nice nice de.
penguin bad at organisin tings.haha.

anuway,my dad gettin worse.
tupid him,everytime scold mum,
dun wana pay bills,never reflect on his mistakes=.=
wadeva.haha.

sme1 organise hor^^ penguin provide fish.haha.

2009-02-04T16:11:00.003+08:00

(just venting my thoughts)

i know no one coming this blog le.
its just too dead.plus at home my com,cannot update much.haha.
but i need somewhere to vent my anger,sadness.

since starting of dec last year,family getting worse.
dad was so damn harsh to mum these days.
mum company business dropping by bit.
at home,everyday they quarell.

and poly choice.
i did wrongly.wth.
now hoping for hope.
simply idiot me.

and i wish im more daring.
i wana speak up.
my thoughts,my present decisions.

HELLO??i can think.i know.i understand.

2009-02-04T14:31:00.000+08:00

losing hope.

how?

2009-01-19T13:57:00.003+08:00

got my Os results on 12jan.
everyone was so excited and anxious at the same time.
when teacher flash on the screen the people who got 5 to 7 distinctions,
i saw some of friends name(:
was happy for them.
but im sad for myself.

i didn't see the name Choo Guang Min>.<
i thought i did badly.
lucky sia.i did well^^
glad my english got a b3.
and 1st time,my combined humans got above c range.
it was like wow.an a2 sia.
and happy for my maths and science.

esther did well.so happy for her.
lucky her studies not affected by..
haha.else penguin will slap her.
and happy for those who did well too!^^
whee~

tanx teachers for helping us!

2009-01-19T12:46:00.017+08:00

my days at IBM

xmas party: me n TS(my "tcher")

i got a penguin soft toy n lots of chocos as gift^^ did really enjoy myself(:

countdown to 2009!

wana countdown but c the number of orders!

TS do till mad already.

whoo~

family photo.haha.

very glad to know people like TS,brian,imran,joelle,yvonne and nora.

really had alot of fun with them.

lile brian has his red sports car.

feel so good sitting in it.

listening to TS's jokes everyday made me laugh like duno what sia.

i miss u guys(:

2008-05-15T16:29:00.002+08:00

2day in sch was fun.LOL.

ya,hui(in chinese) jam(:

stands foe yvonne huiyi n me.LOL.

n after sch studi wit esther.

our cls is fun(:

2008-05-01T12:23:00.003+08:00

hav been fun in sch(:

hehe.tupid luke always tease me,

gab n jaryl always shoot me,

huiyi n xuewei always jokin arnd,

evon auntie as usual.hehe.

exams cmin soon.

2day goin revise wit esther.

nobody ask me out,

so decide to s tudi outside.

hehe.

jiayou everyone.

for yr exams^^

2008-04-22T14:49:00.002+08:00

hey.
its been long since i update my blog sia.
sori cos my com spoil.
n recentli was realli busi wit my hmewrk n stuffs.
hope everyone will be strivin hard,
(eg.jaryl in jelly world)
LOL.

2008-02-16T18:39:00.002+08:00

heyhey,everyone(:

it was realli long since i update.

sori.cos my com got prob sia>.<

how's everyone doin?

for me,hapi as usual.

sme results nt mitin my expectatations.

hope everyone is doin well^^

take kare.

2007-12-29T15:20:00.000+08:00

2day was kind of bored.

noon went to anchorvale community to get scholarship.

it was sian lor.

cant they jux mail the cheque?

haha.

lucki the hall was air-conditioned>.<

lata evening maybe goin print pics.

sch goin to reopen liao.

heard tad quite a number of pepo change cls T.T

sob.

i miss u pepo(:

2007-12-28T15:19:00.000+08:00

2day stay at hme again=.=
bored lor.haha.
i will post sme of my christmas gifts^^

nokia 561o(:

luo zhi xiang kbox album(:

notebook n oreos:D a Perlinis Silver necklace^^

2007-12-27T17:06:00.000+08:00

cut my hair?

pls.pls.pls.

i dun wan.

relatives are sayin.

i dun feel gud.sad.

im nt being rude or wad.

not nice for sure.

2007-12-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

23.12.2007

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went out wit elie to bugis.

she bought slot sia.

i bought 1 shirt nia.

haha.it was fun.

at nite i stay over at her hse.

we chat n had fun(:

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24.12.2007

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celebration at jie jie hse.it was fun.

but i was feelin down.sigh.

n my heart hurts alot.

i duno y.

hope its fine.

receive presents(:

took pics.
[more pics will be uploaded soon]

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dis year christmas like nt hapi for me.

i wonder y.

hmewrk nt done.

sch goin to reopen veri soon.

oh man.

n dad came bck frm genting alreadi.
how i wish he was stil away.
my hp realli went crazy.
pics gone.

cant open files.

cant play new songs.

camera cant take pics sometimes.

well,sigh.

i wana get a new one.pls.

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aniway,
i wish everyone a very merry christmas!(:

2007-12-22T14:32:00.000+08:00

well..

yday was realli sad.

dad scolded n sae those hurtful words..

maybe he nid sme attention n space..

but do i give him jux like tad by allowin him to scold me?

tmr he goin genting.

no nid to c him.ha.

i feel hurt.

i admire pepo whose dad r gud.

im not the lucky one.

2007-12-21T15:43:00.000+08:00

recentli alot of bad drms.

oh well,it realli totalli sux.

u know..

im so hapi tad im almost done in forgettin the past!(:

yeah..though im stil sensitive to it sometimes,

im still able to get through it.

the feeling is alreadi sinking to the lowest.

it realli proven that..

everything depends on how you choose to take the route.

life is something living to be your best.

2007-12-21T14:49:00.000+08:00

realli broke liao.

no $$.

sian.

wana go out as mani times as i can.

sch goin to reopen liao.

hmewrk nt done yet.

it sux.

dad sae he wana buy PSP.

den rch the shop liao.

lose temper.

oh man.

n my hp spoilt.

camera cant use.

music player weird weird one.

saw the nokia 561o at singtel shop.

$98 oni!the plan is $2o plus one.

i wan it sia..

2007-12-21T14:27:00.000+08:00

--14.12.2oo7--

went to luo zhi xiang 罗志祥《舞所不在》签唱会 at j8 wit elie.

we met at at 11am n head off to j8.
at abt 12plus rch dere.
ate mos burger
it was difficult to eat the burger.

haha.the apple pies n milk tea were nice.
we joined the xiaozhu fans after eatin.

we waited n it was quite boring n we took sme pics.

[pics will be updated soon]

den we went arcade.spent quite alot on catchin those soft toys=.=

but left empty handed.haha.
den xiaozhu fans called n asked us to hurry cos they shiftin up to level 3 liao.

me n elie ran like hell. it was rainin n the floor was slippery.

i fell hard on the metal drain sia.
clay n des saw.lol.so paiseh.

alot of pepo saw.

the 签唱会 start at abt 7plus n he sang 一支独秀.

wow.so shuai n cute lor.
den he got sing 败给你 n 我不会唱歌.

it was so nice.

den was takin turn to go up on stage n get his signature.
he so shuai lor.more shuai den wad i c on tv>.<

after gettin his signature,

went to eat mac n it was 9plus liao.

after tad,me n elie took cab hme(:

=16.12.2oo7=

went to attend 红星大奖 at mediacorp studio.

we rch dere early n walked arnd.but like nth to c de.
we took some pics(:

the place was full of pepo.

we had no choice but to stand.

it was quite fun.

all the female artistes were seen so fair n skinny lor.

most are pretty(:

罗志祥 oso got cme n he got perfrom.

so nice.

the day was tiring but quite okie la(:

2007-12-12T17:11:00.000+08:00

yday went out wit elie at 1st(:

we went PS to ply n ate at burger king.

we laughed non stop for 15-2omins>.<

oh man..at tad time tumi hurts alot.haha.

we bought some materials for christmas gifts.

after tad,we went kovan n met sis.

enter to the shop name banana.

the clothes were jap ones.

i bought a pink stripes long sleeves shirt.

dere goes my $25.haha.

we shopped awhile n head off to bugis by cab.

frm PS til bugis,eliw n my legs hurts sia.

we wana luk nicer n wore abit high heel shoes.

was darn pain.lol.

i rch hme at abt 9pm n was relieved wit my legs.

finalli can relax.haha.

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sometimes once u do something wrong,

just once,

people will lose trust in u.

at that time,

don't think too much.

it takes time to gain back their trust.

give them and yourself more time.

definitely it will turn out stable(:

2007-12-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

[o7.12.o7]

went to kovan with ah si(my younger sis) to meet sis and elie(:

sis shop for her clothes and we went to elie hse and rest.

then went to causeway point.
was raining heavily.

we shop shop and went back to elie hse at 10plus.

me and ah si stay at elie hse for that day:D its been long since i stay there liao.hehe.we find things to do.listen to music,watch vcds,chat here and there.stay up late til 6am neh.woke up at 1oam to eat mac breakfast.we were bored and took all sorts of photos>.<

2007-12-06T15:53:00.000+08:00

3th-5th DEC 2oo7

3e2 chalet<3

fabulous days.

wonderful memories.

on the 3th.

most of us met at compassvale lrt station at 12 sharp.

den we took bus 89 to pasir ris dere.

we rch dere almost at 1pm.
2.3opm den can check in sia.
most of them went to eat.
n some of us stay to take kare of the bags.

hee..

den at abt 2pm sharp,we can check in liao.

esther.wanni.LOL(:

huiyi..your face NICE^^

xue wei took dis while i was in sian look.LOL.

check in lo..

jin tai lOves pillow alot huh..so fast take it.haha.

david.ben.jin tai.

we watched HOUSE OF WAX.super bloody.disgustin.
see..esther scared til like tad:P

next day.4th.

blur blur.haha.

smile:D

afternoon.went to the park and beach(:

huiyi..LOL:P

on the 4th afternoon..

we end it wit a photo.most importantly..great memories(:

at nite,we got bbq.mr tan oso came.everyone enjoyed.

still got other pics for bbq?

email pls(:

tanx.

take kare,everyone^^

its been a nice outing.

lOve u all.

2007-12-02T15:22:00.000+08:00

yeah.

mum bought me luo zhi xiang book lo..

still got dvd haven buy yet.

well,
tmr wil be hapi day.

chalet liao wor.

shiok.
cya tmr<33

2007-11-30T16:34:00.000+08:00

chalet realli cmin lo.
yay.dun intend to slp.
haha.chem hmewrk so hard lor.
alot nt done.nxt wk after chalet wana go bugis.
i tink new shops r on.
gotta buy christmas gifts(:

dad say wana buy PSP for me wen he go malaysia.

kao.i wan now lor.

lata he cme bck empty handed=.=

nw got one shop powerlivehub sell PSP:

$299.

$$$.

2007-11-28T12:30:00.000+08:00

hehe.

gud sia.

got a mickey mouse cushion hand.

can put hand inside de^^

cute sia.

chalet cmin liao lo.

yay.

the jersey is nice.

mis everyone.

2007-11-25T13:57:00.000+08:00

i wan to DYE hair.

sian lor.wana dye hair but mum sae no.

zZZ.n holis so mani hmewrk..

nobody cme tag liao.

T.T

2007-11-22T14:22:00.000+08:00

2day in sch nt bad la.

be4 recess was depressin.

tupid esther go ci ji me.

den make me tear.

lol.haha.

den after recess was funi.

kept makin fun of jerry.

n esther..joke here n dere.

den after sch,met 1 sickenin man or wadeva.

was a indian man.

i go buy stationeries oso saw him.

n he smile at me.

den go buy fud oso saw him n smile again.

was pissed=.=*

den suddenli he walk towards me.

n i decided to ask him if i noe him(though i knew i dun even noe him).

n he tok craps.

tink he's psycho n sick in the mind.

fck him la.

so scary lor.

2007-11-21T16:12:00.000+08:00

oh man.

im feelin..

duno how to sae.

hav the feeling of doin smth bad?

hmm..

smeone slap me.

wake me up.haha.

jux feel like goin mad or smth?

who knows..

2007-11-21T15:39:00.000+08:00

well,
2day was nt realli in good mood.
durin lessons,
my eyes r so tired,
closin anitime.

i duno y.
jux feelin veri down.
but its stil fun in sch wit everyone(:

2day after sch hav to stay bck n watch movie.
so zZZ.but nt bad la.
had agree to buy jersey.
but $$ goin down fast.
haha.

goin to cut hair soon.
hair so thick=.=
hate it.
haha.

2007-11-18T13:18:00.000+08:00

17/11/2007 <3>

hehe.it was a nice n fun day lor.

went out wit elie to bugis.

we met at compass at abt 12pm,

den head off to HG mall to collect my luo zhi xiang cd.

den tey sae the stock haven cme yet siaT.T

den we took mrt n go bugis.

we ate japanese yakitori.

it was yumi.we enjoyed.

den we went to shop n took neoprints!

darn fun lor.

hehe.den abt the sponge picture,
the story is like tad:
(elie,paiseh,copy n paste yr words>.<)

girl 1: can you please help us? we're playing a game... *being cut off by me*
elie: huh? *very shocked voice cause i thought there's camara once she said 'game'*
girl 2: don't be shy. we just need you two to donate some money to us so we can sell all of our items away.
girl 1: chose an item in that black bagme +
me: sure! (give them $1 each and min chose the prize)
girl 1: you all really cannot expect much for the prize. ok?
elie: *nodd*
me: *she took out a red-green sponge, which fits her clothes*
elie: SPONGEBOB!
girl 1: yupp. we really do draw a spongebob picture on the sponge. but it's sold out.
me + elie: *laugh* really?
girl1 + 2: yupp. okay. thanks!
me + elie: bye~!(me kept the sponge though. haha. it really matches my shirt)

den after tad went bck to HG mall after elie got her luo zhi xiang cd.
we purposeli drag time by sittin the mrt 1 whole round.
we chat a lot.
den after collectin the cd,
we purposely mis train again.
its been long since we chat so much.
well,it was really fun(:
lOves.

2007-11-14T14:24:00.000+08:00

though tings may turn out bad,

the bright side will always be dere(:

2day was both GOOD n BAD.

let's sae BAD 1st?

hmm.

sme of my clsmates changin cls..

most r my good friens.n close ones T.T

sigh.sad.n i wana same cls wit everyone de.

dis cls is realli gud.fun.cute.

tupid sch..y mux change cls?

always like tad=.=*

well,stil wil be friens^^

muacks<3

*able to know someone and be close friens,

the chance is 1 : infinity*

nw good ting.

friens will always remain as friens<3>

hehe.laughters.jokes.craziness.yeah.

dis time did well for my end of year.

hapi for it.

nw no holis for us.

got extra lessons,exams.

kao.wad's dis?

no nid rest?

push us too much liao lor.

at least rest 2 wks.

arghh.

2007-11-10T15:21:00.000+08:00

saw dis rainbow yday(:
at abt 6plus.
it was nice.
jux outside my window.

yday was nice.
at sch..
got my results.
gud.am hapi wit it.
hope got $$ frm mum^///^
hehe.wana buy lots of tings.

2day afternn i watch secret.
wow.
nice sia.touchin too^^
but after tad,
it was borin.
at hme duno wad to do.
sian.

nw i hav small goals in my life.
hopin i will achieve one day.
im savin up too.

i CAN.
i WILL.
i SHALL.
achieve.

2007-11-06T14:47:00.000+08:00

2day in sch was nice^^
laughters here n dere.
LOL like siao.
2day lessons are ok.nt realli veri borin.

yay.so hapi.
can get til luo zhi xiang album^^
whee.haha.
gotta save up more.
i wana buy new clothes.
all those old ones are pang seh by me x)
hehe.hope dis cmin holis..
got cls outin.n got family chalet ting.

2007-10-30T14:29:00.000+08:00

arghh.

wana change skin but tings seem wrong.
sian lor.
2day got bck chem n phy.
chem i pass..phew man.
hehe.phy did quite gud,
but careless lor.zZZ.
always like tad.

haha.nvm,
wadeva is done,is done.
so boring at hme nw.
2day straight away go hme.
B.O.R.E.D.

stil coughin.
be4 exams til nw.
but better..i hope so.

so long nva go arcade liao lor.
mux find time to go dere,
n lat $$ fly.
haha.
wana buy new clothes.
dun like past clothes.
hehe.
hope dis time can do well..
den can ask mum n dad for $$.
whehehe~

lalalala-happy.

2007-10-30T09:41:00.000+08:00

sori for not updatin these days.
was busi wi other stuffs.
hehe.this week quite relaxin.

hang out.watch tv.gettin bck results.
well..
social studies is a pity T.T
nva manage time well.
never complete.sigh.
english got bck paper 2.
not gud nor bad.
chinese smehow gud.
got improve^^

2day goin to get bck physics n chem.
scared sia.haha.chem sure veri cham one>.<"
movies these so mani NC16.
sian.nth to watch liao.

nw waitin for luo zhi xiang new album.
sad man.cant go his concert.
mum sae too ex.
T.T i ownself pay lor.haha.

hmm..my hp card no $$ again.
sian.so fast.haha.$$ nid to fly again.
aniway,gud luck to everyone for yr results yeah?
hehe.lOves everyone(:

2007-09-30T11:05:00.000+08:00

lalalala..
lalalala..
lalalala..
la-la-la.

oOps.im daydream.
morning woke up at 8 plus den went bck to slp again.
yawn..wen i woke up again at 9plus,
i luk out of my bedroom window.
the sky is blue,white clouds are seen.
i thot to myself:"well,2day will be a gud day"

nth special went on til now.
but im feelin great.
i wonder why(:

2007-09-28T15:24:00.001+08:00

quite long nva cme here liao.
been busi.
hmm..
maybe i shld delete dis blog bah..
cos nobody cme here one..
eh?nono.nt cos pepo nva cme den i delete..
it's becos i nva update much den pepo nva cme de..
well,giv it a week or so den c how lor.

2007-09-23T11:57:00.000+08:00

dis wk nva use til com.
super tired.hoho.
nw nobody cme here liao.
my fault.for nt updatin>.<

well,fri tcher told us to rite abt loneliness.
hmm..its been long since i thot abt tad topic..
oh well,lat's try ritin it.

here im am,sitting down in the corner..
facing the four pillars of walls blankly.
my mind was in a mess right now,
could not get my feelings right.
i tried to look aroung the spacious yet empty room,
but i really can't even focus on anything.

suddenly,tons of unhappy memories came into my mind.
then,i saw myself in the past.
it was saddening and floods of tears rolled down my cheeks.

urm..wait wait..
too much feelings into it.
haha.dun wana cont'd.
lata realli emo.
hoho.

tmr chem mock exam!
gosh.so much to rmb..hope can pass.
haha.gud luck to u all^^

2007-09-16T13:16:00.000+08:00

well,its been gud days.
no much probs.
no much sadness.

tmr is test alreadi.
so scared.
lata fail again.
i will peng le.

so tired..
yawn..last nite super late slp.
how..exams cmin!
haven do revison):
sigh.sigh.sigh.

2007-09-15T08:15:00.000+08:00

sori abt yday for postin little.

smeting crop up yday.

nw ok ok liao^^

yawn~woke up by msgs of others>.<

haha.its ok.

130907 [ngee ann poly]

we attended the antioxidants and free radicals wrkshop(:

we manage to "skip" last period of SS^^V

haha.den bought tuna sandwiches n chocos milk wit esther.

its was realli fun.

all those laughters and smiles(:

durin the wrkshop,

we do experiment lor.

(pipette leh)

i almost spoil it>.<

[eww..blended vege + distilled water]

anione drinkin it?

[solutions]

[bleah]

me + esther^^

[see sarah face-.-"]

LOL(:

[smile n kiss^^]]

[e2 gals<33>

2007-09-14T20:53:00.000+08:00

actualli wana post sme hapi pics n fun events.
but nw,no mood at all..
sad.sigh.depress.
sigh sigh sigh.

2007-09-09T11:49:00.000+08:00

080907 + 2day

woa.yday afternoon hav SS cls for 5 hours!

it was veri tiring.but did benefit(:

den kept doin comparing qsns..

learn new vocab words for tone..

so mani chim words sia.

den pepo kept makin fun of me n barry.

hey hey.no way dis is happenin k.

LOL.its like impossible.

haha.LOL.so diao lor.

den after tad went to compass wit mum.

bought clothes.

quite ok.hahaha.

wen rch me,im like goin to peng sia.

den stay til awake til abt 1plus or 2.

haha.yawn~

thot got tut den woke up earli.

in da ned,tut tcher ovrslpt=.=

lol.so sian nw.

got sch tmr liao.yay^^
whahaha~i lOves 3e2<33

2007-09-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

070907-
2day earli in da mornin nid go sch.
for SS.
its quite fun in fact,
although mr tan scold us bitbit.
learn on comparison.
criteria.
wad da qsns r askin for.
content.tone.purpose(:
haha.mis everyone lor.
sch goin reopen.
mus save frm mon onwards^^
gogo!

2007-09-07T21:10:00.001+08:00

060907-
went out wit mich yday.
went hougang,chinatown n suntec.
lol.den i 4got where's suntec mrt.
mich say marina bay. den i sae its like city hall.
i went to ask da staff.
"isit suntec at marina bay mrt dere?"
den he replied: "my dear,marina bay mrt is a huge plot of land wit lots of insects."
omg!so paiseh.
mich la.sae marina=.=
lol.den we went to shop.
den went to manga oasis to check it out.
da waffle dere was gud.
drink[tiramisu cum soda] was gr8.
had quite alot of fun.
whahaha^^
den saw some special disply(:
LOL.flowers?

aishiteru.i LOVE you^^[so sweet]

2007-09-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

2007-09-05T11:32:00.000+08:00

-simple yet borin DAY-
last night slp late,
morin earli wake up>.<

was tired,but smehow hapi.

*i wonder y*

haha.aniway, whole day stay at hme.

bored.i wana go buy new clothes.

maybe tmr go?

haha.hmewrk left one nia.

recentli com got prob.

wth.so piss lor.

sian.sian.

man,smeone jio me go out leh.

haha.sian.

i mis sch.

everyone.

2007-09-04T13:25:00.000+08:00

yeah.

hapi hapi 2day(:

wha-lalala.

durin phy cls was quite quiet.

haha.quite alot of pepo nva cme.

after mr chia's explanation,

somehow get the concept liao^^

but still nt realli sure.

whahaha~

2007-09-03T13:08:00.000+08:00

change blog skin liao.
oso no pepo cme:'(
bOO hoo..
lol.tmr nid go sch.
yeah~miss everyone^^
hehhs.den wil LOL like siao liao.

tmr phy remedial 9-10 nia.
haha.1 hr oni..
nw doin sbq sia..
waitin for mr tan to be rite bck.
havin msn conference.lol.

2007-09-02T14:38:00.000+08:00

wha.new skin.
eh?nt nice de leh.
haha.i got to do hmewrk liao!
hope u all ok ok wit my new skin>.<

2007-09-02T12:52:00.000+08:00

sigh.

smehow sad.

nt sad.its difficult to describe.

change for the better?

or jux be yrself?

its to change for the better.

but i will try.

mux realli save nw.

savings are decreasin rapidly.

sigh.

nid $ to buy lOts of tings lor.

2007-09-01T18:38:00.000+08:00

2day went to kovan n buy smetings,
den went to libraray for awhile..
den anihw shop here n dere.

aniway,i wan to share smeting wit u all(:
wad's care?
mani pepo tink tad care is kept hlpin someone to do smeting,
successfulli solved their probs,n tad's care.

no.care is smeting tad cme trueli n sincereli,
frm yr hart.n tad's lOve too.
it can be lOve betwn friens,family,relationships,work n mani stuffs.
care can happen betwn strangers too.
u care for someone,nt becos its yr responsibility,
its becos u realli wan to hlp n lOve tad someone.

some may tend to complain n held grudges against others.
but try to tink,do u feel gud?
no,it feels bitter.
so put those biiter experiences behind yr mind.
look forward.
u will c more tings tad will hlp u in yr life.
tey will be parts n parcles of yr life(:

2007-08-31T18:28:00.000+08:00

sigh.
nobody cme here tag liao.
2day was quite hapi.
everyone was oso high.
concert not bad.
among all,i prefer da dance one lor.
haha.nw veri tired.
got alot of hmewrk sia.
sian.holis nid to go bck sch.
2nite doin my hmewrk.
i will mis everyone ya^^<33

2007-08-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

yoyo,everyone^^
paiseh leh.nva update.
was busi recentli.
thot dis wk can rest cos not tests..
but tchers wana collect files n stuffs.
den always veri tired>.<

2day in sch was gud(:
haha.CL learn so much chen yu=.=
haha.sian de lor.
den maths got ws n stuffs.
but it rox.haha.
it was fun wit da EM groupin.
haha.den after sch,rain so heavy.
den beg barry to lend umbrella-.-
LOL.den in da end,3 share one umbrella.
haha.den in da end,drenched again*.*

went library to borrow a bk.
quite nice bah(:
den wen reach hme,super sian.
2day shoulder muscles so pain sia.
duno y.haha.SS file haven finish yet.
sian.sian.sian.

but dis fri,heard tad it will end sch earli^^
hehe.den can go out lo..
holis cmin but exams is like arnd da corner!
woa sia.n holis sure got alot of hw de lor.

2007-08-19T12:40:00.000+08:00

2day was gud.
everyting was okie.
except..tmr got test!=.=
hahhs.tink no one will cme my blog liao.
maybe nxt nxt wk will change blog skin.
recentli wana make brownies^^
hehhs.lol.hope hav time to do(:

2007-08-18T17:38:00.000+08:00

k.everything for now is okie.
fine.great.as usual.
howeva,sometimes memories r scary.
haha.my frien saw tad ...
heng i nva saw.
orelse i will be sad again^^
muahaha.
i lOve my freins,family..
everyone!((:
tey rox so much..

2007-08-13T15:05:00.000+08:00

2day at sch fun as usual.
tests cmin up soon.
zZZ.
nid to revise again!
borin.hahhs.
i wish i can go wrk^^
lol.

2day straight away go hme.
sianx.
on da com.
duno wad to do sia.
den start doin TYS qsns.
lol.sianx.
i wana go aniwhere i wan lor.
den tad will be shiokie^^

2007-08-08T21:35:00.000+08:00

hehhs.
2day sch end earli.
nva go sentosa..
but got go out wit joy n mich for awhile^^
lol.we took alot of pics.

me oni put some cos realli got alot>.<

aniway,

friens,enjoy da short holis<33

2007-08-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

dis mrnin tutionm cancelled.
tmr got test.
cant studi.
dicontextualise.

wen i woke up,
i realli no mood to do aniting.
i jux lie down dere,
lukin at da damn ceiling.

no appetite.
fake smiles.
no mood.no.

went to da toilet for no reason.
sit down.
n stare blankly.

den in da afternoon.
to prevent myself frm goin into depression,
i went doin maths qsns.
sec 1 n 2.

did for 2hrs.
went to online msn.
find nice quotes.
did drawin.
n did nothin.

2007-08-04T16:00:00.000+08:00

kk.everyone.sori abt not updatin at all.
realli lazi to update.
im hapi always.
in sch.hme.outside.

2day go library[hougang]
by myself.
1st time feel like goin alone.
haha.

den went hme.
do nth at all.
nva go SS remedial.
cant believe i nva go.
duno y.i wana go but nva go.

got test on mon.
source based sia.
i sux at it.
haha.
hope can pass,can liao lo.

cmin wed sch end earli.
shiok man.
can go out ply.
haha.a

2007-07-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

woa.woa.its been long since me update><

paiseh.i was lazy.

recentli is ok.

no emo.hehe.

studies ok.

brain ok.

sch ok.

took some pics recentli..

2007-07-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

sometimes i kept blamin myself.

why cant i forget the past?

i hated myself for tad.

it was horrible.

i cant erase the scar in my hart.

at tad time,it was inevitable.

its SO damn freakin long ago.

n yet,why cant i jux lat it go.

i tried so hard.

i dun wan to disappoint everyone.

i tried so hard to get my studies ok,

tried so hard to smile in front of everyone,

as i dun wan them to worry abt me.

WHY CANT I JUX FCK everyting off me?

sigh.sigh.sigh.

why cant i forget it..

i tried..

2007-07-08T15:55:00.000+08:00

last nite read storybk til abt 12 am((:
hehhs.do finish hmewrk liao.
kind of sianx nw.haha.
yeah,tmr sch liao.
miss everyone lor((:

2007-07-07T15:56:00.000+08:00

wha.
long time nva post liao.
hehhs.too lazy liao.
haha.so mani tests cmin soon.

lateli,everyting okie lor.
hehhs.my hp card goin no $.
so fast>.< whahaha.
i GOT THE SMS DISEASE!

lol.durin cls was fun.
pepo was makin fun of me n pk=.="
LOL like siao.hahaha.
<33 u all,babes n dudes!
lol.

2007-06-30T17:34:00.000+08:00

me n mich

hope?together?or one will fly one day?

2007-06-30T17:23:00.000+08:00

-forgive and forget?-

or wad?

wen smeone make a mistake,

wad should you do?

jux forget?

or forgive?

or hate tad person like hell?

its kind perspective ting.

sme even feels hopeless abt it.

so wad is the rite decision?

YOU TELL ME

2007-06-24T14:33:00.000+08:00

(sori for scoldin in blog)>.<

[[CHEATERS SUX]]

i realli hate those hu cheat n betray pepo.

huh!

how could they hurt the innocence.

god fck them n made them regret dis!

those..fake smiles..fake promises..

one day,

they will oso get cheated..

n will hurt like hell.

mistakes are meant to be?

sigh..i realli hate cheaters.

they cause so much sufferings to pepo.

those hurtin experience are hard to be forgotten.

i myself experience be4.

its like someone pulling u frm heaven to HELL.

da filin was horrible.

to be honest.i still cant realli forget what happen.

but im trying(:

its still following me.

let's say if one day..

i met tad someone again,

i will sureli fil so HURT.

i will be starin in blank.

my hart will drop.

i realli hate him tad he betrayed me.

sigh..it was terrible.

i've learnt my mistake.

acceptin those consequences.

i wonder how i will be now..

if my loved ones were not helping me at tad time.

maybe i will be commitin sucide?

or cuttin myself?

i duno.

everyone,

it's realli fortunate to have your loved ones with you.

treasure them.

its worth it.

someone said:regretin is the most foolish tings in life.

so dun have any regrets pepo.

i wan to see you all happy(:

to my gal:

hey,

slowly heal k.

no need to be stress.

it's takes time to be forgotten.

i will be dere for ya(:

a shoulder will be enough?

haha.or smiles oso?

take kare k.

sch gpin to reopen.

so..jiayou horx(:

i will mis u de.

[[sms me often k]]haha.

<33>

WOA,i've written alot.

haha.

everyone,i love you<33

2007-06-19T16:14:00.000+08:00

jux a *sorry* word,

can change everyting.

[[paiseh,postin got prob]]

2day went to ICA buildin to register IC.

but i 4got to brin documents..

like birth cert-__-"

so in da end,

i go shoppin.

haha.

2007-06-18T09:28:00.000+08:00

17.06.2007

^^HAPPY BDAY TO MYSELf!

im 15 le..

whahaha~

mum ask me to go buy my bday cake..

n i bought a slice oni^^ hehe.

i prefer small one.

LOL.

16.06.07

jie jie,gor gor,elie,sisi n me went to celebrate. hehe.

went to a super big jap restaurant.
is call eh..
WAKARU..blah blah..

i 4got.hehe. den ate alot lor.
da bowls so big.

da proportion of fOOd oso.

[da fOOd disply]

[yeah!-smiLe]

[whahaha-tupid face]bowl so big

[itadakimasu]
means start eatin

17.06.07
blow candle

can see my cake?so small^^[some of my gifts]

wah.choco~<33hehe.

sch goin reopen!^^miss everyone!<33

2007-06-10T13:48:00.000+08:00

[[muffin man!!]]
LOL.
found this pic.
kind of cute.

i've been slackin.
last nite,everyting came bck again.
it was the past.
i hate it.
it was sad.
i love the present.

my birthday cmin soon.
its nxt sun..
n im feelin BLANK.
jux duno why.

2007-06-07T13:51:00.000+08:00

[life has UP and DOWN]
for me,
although dere's alot of UPs,
dere's too much DOWNs
coverin up da UPs.

nowadays super lazy.
went watch movie on mon wit cousins.
haha.da SHREK 3 so funi lor.
nw slackin.
kept forcin myself to do hw.
SIANX.SIANX.SIANX.

realli no more $$.
last sat went arcade n spent everyting-__-"
haha.me n mich kept plyin bball>.<
LOL.i wan go sch.
i DUN like holis..
haha.sch better.
at hme so sianx.

goin cut hair soon.
haha.
cos goin zuo IC=.=
haha.
mux c eyebrown-__-""
LOL.

<3>

2007-06-04T13:35:00.000+08:00

[2day i TRY to be lift up my mOOds]

was feelin dOwn recentli.

maybe goin depress again?

2day earli in da mornin went sch,

for history remedial.

hehe.quite okie..

den try to be harpii..

try to focus..

den after remedial,

it rain heavily..

den me n yd drenched..

haha.all WET.

2nite watchin movie..

haha.

SHREK 3^^

tomoro still nid go sch.

heng is afternn(:

2007-06-03T17:17:00.000+08:00

so depressing.

thoughts are wandering.

reality is plyin tricks on me.

LOST?

last nite nva slp well.

my freaking hand so pain.

n SUAN.

woke up at 11plus.

in afternoon,

i kept doin maths.

to keep me frm tinkin other tings.

im siao.

den i cook samba maggie.

quite nice.LOL.

tmr tink goin watch SHREK 3(:

hehe.whOO!

got a new penguin movie:

surf up..

hmm.

i wana watch oso>.<

hehe.

tomoro got history remedial.

sianx de lor.

tues oso hav.

holis hmewrk not done-__-"

I RATHER HAV SCH..

lOves everyone<33

[muackies]

2007-06-01T12:37:00.000+08:00

2day was lind of like BORED?

later goin pierce ear.

so sianx.

goin rain soon.

homewrk haven do.

so slack.

haha.kept plyin game,n ply com.

2007-05-31T12:38:00.000+08:00

its sianx.

i wan my way.

i wan to do wad i wan.

live my life.

i love the way it is.

yea.yea.

[2day so warm here]

haha.

so damn warm lor.

lucki now goin to rain^^

whoo.

2day actuali goin pierce my ear.

but nva go.

haha.

lOves my freins sia..

i wish got sch everyday<33

2007-05-30T16:07:00.000+08:00

im totalli bored.
so sianx at hme.
lazy to update recentli.haha.

2day fun as usual.
haha.
[raenes,u bad gal..
make til my hand]
haha.bleah.

2day gort free..
2 kinder bueno,
1 pocky,
n a teengae magazine.

haha.
feel so damn sianx.
-____-"

2007-05-27T18:07:00.000+08:00

[sori if da pic is too disgustin.]
[i cant find ani nicer pic to describe 2day]

earli in da mrnin.
wen i woke up,
i kept ah choo-ing.

it was terrible.
so suffocatin.
everyting arnd me.
was spinnin.

den i gort tut at 10am.
tcher gav revision.
n we chat n joke alot(:
haha.

den after tad,
tried to do chinese hw.
so hard=.=
LOL.

went to slp at 3.
n woke up at abt 5.
gort headache.
still gort flu~.~

tmr stil gort sch..
sianx lor.
so tired.
tmr maybe go pierce ear.
hmm.

2007-05-25T21:21:00.000+08:00

sometimes.da past came into my mind.
i thot i can jux threw it away.

now,
its cmin bck at me.
ohh no.
i duno y.
i realli hate.

it sux like hell.
its jux a shit.
so PISS OFF!

2007-05-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

gort bck report bk 2day.

i did well.

im realli veri happi.

all da hard wrk.

its realli worth it.

after sch at abt 9.30am,

went cp wit mich.

bought waffle,

n bought a 1.5litre ice lemon tea.

one for me,

one for mich.

den while drinkin halfway,

mich sae lats challenge,
see hu drink finish 1st.

at tad time,

our stomach alreadi bloated.

den we "pia" n tried to drink so fast..

tad we ran to da toilet n vomit.

eww~

stomach freakin pain.

den we sat dwn n rest lor.

haha.

regret doin tad.

haha.2day at cp veri long.

so fun n siao.

haha.

2007-05-24T16:24:00.000+08:00

sOmetimEs,

im realli..

a RETARD..

wen dealin wit my emotions.

it's hard to express.

wad my true feelins are.

so i believe in my thots.

as it sae:

"a smile a day,

keep da sadness away"

sometimes it wrks.

but nort realli reliable.

[frienx realli rOx]

hehe.

2day in cls so siao lor.
haha.

esther kept pushin me to pk-__-!

lol.haha.

dere's laughter everywhere(:

it's crazy.

den me n esther took some photos:

den after sch wit mich n joy.

den me accidentalli spill sauce.

on mich>.<

whahaha.

sushi..

YUM.YUM^^

2007-05-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

2day da outside me was happi n siao.

howeva,due to wadeva,

da inside me was dePRESSed.

as usual,

in cls so siao siao.

LOL alot.

esther,xuewei n others,

kept teasin me n pk-__-"

so LOL lor.

haha.haha.

den after sch went kovan.

wit mich n joy.

we go eat KFC n mich is lyk so HIGH~

haha.

den we bought <3>

haha.sat on a bench n eat.

took photo.haha.

2007-05-22T16:33:00.000+08:00

[cont'd 2day]

haha.2day so siao.

i kept makin fun of jerry..

n took away all his tings..

whahaha.am i becmin naughti?

haha.im always half good half bad.

den everyone kept makin fun of me n pk-__-

lol lor.haha.so fun everyday.

wit friens arnd..

its gOOd<33>

2007-05-22T16:22:00.000+08:00

2day gort mani moods.

different emotions.

mani colours.

duno hw to hid some of them.

i acted blur.sad.crazy.

maybe i should hid all?

or..

express all?

i realli hav no idea.

[you tell me]

2007-05-20T14:41:00.000+08:00

[i caNt stOp wad i havE startEd]

i realise tad i cant stop it..

i duno hw to end it.

tell me hw..haix.

everytime..i hav no idea hw..

to stop da god damn ting..

its gettin worser n worst.

`i shOuld lEarn tad since tad time_

2007-05-20T13:00:00.000+08:00

19.05.07

yday went out wit jiejie,gorgor,elie n other 2 friens(;

haha.den we try out sme jackets..

den we went in fitting room..

den gort mirror.we took sme phtos..haha.

went alot of places..hehe.

enjoy takin photos.haha.

[PAN][PEN]<33

2007-05-19T13:17:00.000+08:00

♥rEsults back^^
hehe.did well dis time leh.
so hapi lor.haha.
will cont'd to jia you de.
haha.recentli kept goin library.
to borrorw bks(:
read alot of teens n romance bks.
haha.holis cmin soon.
yeah^^ whOO*

2007-05-15T15:20:00.000+08:00

14.05.07_*

yday was fun sia
went PS to watch movie.
met poh khoon n eunice(:
haha.spiderman 3 was quite nice..
den i spent alot $$$.
haha.abt $30+
lol.den we go arcade ply bball.
haha.challenge.
ply till hand tired.
--happy day^^--

2007-05-15T15:15:00.000+08:00

__rEap wad yOu sow(:

hmm.in gud mood 2day.
get bck english n chinese results><
"whew.." wad a relief.. both get A2..
muhaha..shiok. c
hinese thot will be -cham-.
haha.heng paper 2 pull up><
duno wad paper tcher goin thru.
haha.hope is maths ah><>

2007-05-14T09:12:00.000+08:00

i wanna be free frm everyting.

i wan to go somewhere,

which the world belongs to me.

here i go.

taking the balloons.

idiotically..

tinking tad it would help me fly..

to the place i always wanted.

2007-05-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

hmm.lateli relax alot.
after exams was eventualli much better.
slept veri late recentli.
haha.slack alot.
abandon all those work.
n jux lie down n daydream(:

although at hme was bored,
at least i could be alone.
sometimes i love to be alone.
rather dan at hme gort others><

hehe.tmr no sch.
tad's gud sia.
tues checkin papers lerx><
haha.hope go thru maths 1st.
regret i last min den studi.
haha.at least try liao.

tings-to-do
.go for a hair cut
.watch as mani movies as i can
.get a new baggie
.take neoprints
.get a lafon watch

will nid spend $$.
haha.hope wun spent too much.
orelse go "POK"
haha.loves ya,everyOne<33

2007-05-10T14:03:00.000+08:00

^^whOo!!
exams are over!
finali sia.
it was tough.
but i manage it.
hmm.
especiali chem..
so hard!
i almost do till cry><
haha.

nw bck at hme gort headache><
haix.maybe nort enough slp.
last nite abt 1am plus den slp.
was damn freakin tired sia.

now can relax liao(:
tmr no sch..
haha.den can slack at hme^^
hehe.hmm..
maybe goin for a hair cut..
[of cos nort my frince]haha.
kies,everyone..
enjoy yrself<33

2007-05-06T17:20:00.000+08:00

"paiseh everyOne fOr not updatin dis few days"
hmmm.
i tink im too stress lateli.
haix.jux nw tut almost break down.
and my dad so unreasonable!
he dun trust me at all.
jux becos of a guy clsmate call to ask in studies,
dad will suspect!wad is dis!
huh?!!!i heard him sae all those nonsense to my mum!
wad da HELL!
huh!u tell me!HOW?!!!

[sori for ventin my anger in my blog>.<]
whahaha~gOOd luck fOr exams,pepo<33

2007-05-02T18:07:00.000+08:00

[tOday was a SIAN day]
so sianx at cls..
haha.i prefer da prev arrangement lor.
den after sch i went to minimart wit mich.
we ate maggie mee.
den we "tong" till 2 packets of pop up ting.
den we press n let it pop.
haha.den it came pop up wit a small pop up balloon=.=
lol.den we go "tong" again n gort a electric ting.
at 1st i kept pressin,gort ntg lor.
den suddenli my hand gort electricuted=.=
so numb lor my hand.
haha.haven start revisin for other sub..
i hate myself.

2007-04-30T15:53:00.000+08:00

ENGlish exam day><
2day was so scared tad it will be a diffivult paper.
heng nort realli veri larh..haha.
i spent too much time in compo=.=
[wun get gOOd marks de]

den i chiong lyk hell for da letter><
left oni 15mins!
my hand writin becme v "NICE".
haha.den rote everyting i think lor.

da compre quite okie.
haha.thot i will did badli.
tink will at least pass bah><
i always sux in compre de..

den after sch i went to compass.
wit mich n joy(:
we ate KFC n went shoppin.
den we went into metro..
in da end endin up plyin counter strike=.="
haha.1st time plyin n we r like omg lor^^
enjoy alot 2day(:
mux jia you for exams,friens<33

2007-04-30T15:44:00.000+08:00

tanxx jiE jiE<33

yday she came my hse.

she gav me a present n wish me gOOd luck for exams(:

hehe.dis a card in it and a tOOt penguin hp holder^^

she's so gud lor.

she rote alot in da penguin card n gav me alot of encouragement.

she helped me alOt.

last time wen bad tings happen,

she was dere for me.

i hurt her but she still be by my side,

givin her best to help me.

jie jie,tanx alot.

ya da best!!<33

2007-04-28T11:44:00.000+08:00

[mUx realli jiA yOu lerx](:
i havEn started my revision yet.
everytym read history awhile den sianx liao=.=
haix.too lazy to revise..
last nite kept ah chOOin~.~

everyOne!
mUx jia yOu kies^^
gOOd luck tO yOu all<33
lOves<33>

2007-04-27T16:23:00.000+08:00

[i'm freaking___]

how u tell me.

i duno wad to do.

wad is dis.

huh.im sad.

u hapi?u fil satisfied?

huh.gud 1 huh.

y huh.haix.

im lost.

sme1 save me.

i duno.

help.

call for help.

i dun wan to run away.

SOS.

2007-04-26T18:15:00.000+08:00

i tink i nEEd anti-tears piLLs[sOb]
my tears kept runnin dOwn.
i jux duno y.haix.
2day at cls oso duno y i cry abitbit=.="
haha.lol lor(:
den durin maths cls,
huiyi teach wanni,voice v loud.
den mrs cheow sae y huiyi scOldin wanni=.="
haha.lol lor.now a maths lesson always gort ws(:
is gud lor.can practice^^ so fun..
haha.den after sch straight away go hougang mall 4 awhile.
wit mich..den we share $ to buy long john silver.
haha.we so poor.lol.
den i bought some soft n pop up sticker.
i paste some on my hp(:

sO cute lOr^^<33

2007-04-25T18:07:00.000+08:00

i'm sick aNd in thE mind
2day at sch quite okie.
durinm english lessons dun fil like doin wrk.
den me,xuewei n esther slack..
haha.we drew n scribble on paper.
whahaha~
den durin CME we go music studio.
after tad went hme straight away.
i did all da hw(:
[c i so guai^^]
haha.lol.
lOves u pepO<33

2007-04-24T18:11:00.000+08:00

i nEEd a breaK[im goin...]
kies.2day was depress.
hmm.weird.
but okie larh.
got mani friens live up my day(:
hehe.lol.
den in history cls..mr tan use my name as example again=.="
haha.so funi.
source a:guang min says alastair is a lousy guy
source b:wanni says alastair is a charming guy
so LOL lor(:haha.
mr tan 2day gud mood^^
heng sia.cos like tad cls more fun.
orelse wen he fierce.
it was sp oppressive^^
haha."oppresive"..
2day learn de(:
den in amaths cls me n esther took some photos^^

lols.esther head so big..

haha.den my head so small..lol^^

lOves yOU pple<33

2007-04-23T18:17:00.000+08:00

buSy dAy><
after sch..straight away went hme.
den fried sme eggs n hotdogs^^
haha.den do hmewrk lerx.
den still gort tut hw=.=
haix.now den free..
online awhile den nid to go liao><
jia you[i nid oil]^^
lOves 3e2<33

2007-04-22T13:45:00.000+08:00

sOmetimEs pepo wiLL dO aniting tO get wad tey wan
jux nOw saw a shOw.
sumarrisin da show..
everyOne in da shOw weRe wrOng.
tey dO aniting tO be rich.
in da end,everyOne suffered.

i experience it be4.
i was da victim of it.
but now.
i can clearly have no feelings 4 it.
animore...
im hapi 2 forget da past.

now,i jux wan 2 be a gud gal.
i lOve everyOne<33
n in sch,im hapi.
i DON need you*.
haha.too bad.
i hate you,da past.
@#$%.